What a weekend.
With all the emotions being thrown around,
words being expressed and biases formed, broken and reborn, I think we
need to keep something in perspective. Love. I'm not talking about
candy, hearts and flowers - I'm talking about love where out of
suffering we move on together, out of respect, we move forward and
tolerance, we can find a way to live together to find peace.
kind of love finds forgiveness in a dark place called humanity. The
spectrum of light, colors and emotions - we feel everything, even if we
don't want to. The pain I felt last night and still do, and I probably
will carry some for the rest of my life because I know plenty of people
who fit the description, profile, complexion of being in the "wrong"
part of town at the "wrong" time. Whatever the fuck that even means.
up religion has taught me to turn the other cheek, that these insults,
and trauma are caused by individuals who are hurting from their own
demons but sometimes you have to wonder if it's really the devil or
their own ego? Now that I'm an adult and have a growing and continuing
understanding that there is more to life than what fills the pages of
any one book. There is a lot of truth and power to maintaining the
spirit, both human and otherwise, moving forward, forgiveness, and hope
and pray that something finally sparks and people will let go of the
anger and hurt in their own hearts. Life is more than the color of
skin, the neighborhood in which we live and the building we walk into
once a week to absolve ourselves of our transgressions.
spirit is low and my heart breaks for what is going to come from this
situation. I remain optimistic that good will rise to the top and there
is a greater hope for the future. Anything is truly possible.
ask you to just remember the small things; the pleases and thank-yous,
holding doors, remembering to smile - all the small things we take for
granted or can't be bothered to perform. Don't let this just pass us by
and have it turn into passing meaningless chatter.
Let us be more.
Let this mean more.